[ ultimately, kaveh does not know azar. what's more, he doesn't even know how to put a face to a name, and in all of the fire of his rage and the burning of his hurt, alhaitham is the one who takes the high of both. it's easier like this, to have someone to blame, whether he's right or not. he's already without a purpose, and at least with hate to chain him down, kaveh is far less likely to lose himself each passing second.
but he does not know alhaitham. he is, time and time again, a constant he does not understand. first, elham. now, akram and kurash. and then, the same question, as though a broken record: ]
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Date: 2023-04-25 12:38 am (UTC)but he does not know alhaitham. he is, time and time again, a constant he does not understand. first, elham. now, akram and kurash. and then, the same question, as though a broken record: ]
Why?